Hi, I have read through your post and I was just wondering, what really inspires you.
From what I understand, you want to a quick weight loss program, but then, do you care about a healthier life or do you have any other desires?
Just like you have mentioned, maybe if you have a clear goal of what you really want to achieve, that could possibly lead you and help you focus on attaining your desired weight.
Go for daily exercises, check on your meals ensure you have a proper diet and maintain your routine for one straight week and you will definitely see results.