Your situation is bad... Hun. What I think, you don't have a plan to lose weight.
I have seen people with over 200 pounds lose weight and go back to normal life with a hundred or fewer pounds. First things first, make a plan of what you want.
Find a professional fitness expert and ask a weight loss program, then follow it strictly and you will see results.
If you do well, you could achieve a 95 pounds in less than three weeks. While you are on a fitness program for weight loss.
I am sure there will be recommendations for foods that you should eat and those you should avoid.